I feel a little odd posting this, but I need to get it off my shoulders.

I feel so lonely, and it's getting harder and harder to keep upbeat. At college, I sit on my own in all my classes and my (2) friends are external students, so they only come in when they have lessons. So I spend all day at college on my own. I can't even see them when I'm outside college, because one lives 7 miles away, the other 9 and I can't drive, nor can my my mum, and my dad works most days, including weekends. So I come home and spend the rest of the night on my own because my mum and dad work until late, and my sisters are both younger than me, and spend all their time on MSN talking to people.

I feel so isolated, sometimes I just sit in my room and cry. It's not that I don't appreciate the friends I have, but I hardly get to see them while they can see other mates, I don't have anyone else. I can't get to any clubs or anything like that because I live in a small village, and they are too far away from me.

I just wish I could talk to other people, but no-one in my classes seems to like me. I think my apparence puts them off, and I've heard a lot of them whispering about how weird I am. I'm at a total loss as to what to do.

Sorry for my whinging, but I really needed to vent...anyway, hope you guys are all feeling okay.

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